2025年1月22日 · I've come to acknowledge the harm i did, and i do have my regrets about my actions, but i've also been learning that there's a distinction between acknowledging the harm, and blaming myself for it. I'm no more responsible for that harm than i was any of the other aspects of his abusive behaviour i fell for, and it's the same for the other person.

2025年1月22日 · I spend more time than I’m comfortable admitting just staring off into space. Everything takes a long time now, so just the basics of living (showering, cleaning, getting food, etc.) take up a fair amount of time.

2024年8月29日 · Idk what to do. I have 4 kids. He adopted my son that I had at 19 with someone else. He showed me what love is. is this really abuse???? Honestly? I have been through all the different types of abuse. Many times before. He has never hit me, raped me, I’m depressed, filled with anxiety and many other issues. Maybe he’s had his fill of my shit.

2024年7月29日 · Life can be a meat grinder from day one. How we deal with life is often dictated by what happens to us as children. The things parents, teachers and other authority figures say and do get “locked” into our brains. For example, a parent says, “I wish you had never been born”, or “you’ll never amount to anything”.

2025年1月22日 · Violence against others is great, until you meet someone better at it than you, without your limits. Keep that in mind. I was lucky enough to meet some genuinely scary people before I got in the habit of doing things that would piss them off. There are people who will shoot or stab or beat you...

2017年1月3日 · The hard part of all this is remembering- it never really did do any good to put on that fake smile. It may work for some or in some situations, but it did not for you because here you are still looking for a way to make the pain stop and still looking for a way to make it look like it was never there.

2024年10月29日 · Do you mean you’re experiencing doubt a reaction you’re having? When I feel that way sometimes it is like looking in those mirrors at a clothes shop -> too many layers of images. Or in this case layers of thought and emotions.

2025年2月10日 · My cousin's wife works third shift where I do. I work first and right as I was about to start my shift, she asks me if heard anything more about my aunt. I didn't know what she was talking about. It turns out my aunt is in the hospital. I didn't ask what happened and I was too distracted to even talk about it or be mad about finding out that way.

2024年10月19日 · Or do you just get bored with relationships and there's nothing deeper to it than that? If you're depressed, maybe what you are experiencing is a reflection of a general dissatisfaction with life. On the other hand, your dissatisfaction might reflect something genuine about your personality. Do you have relatives that have similar characteristics?

2024年12月28日 · Today I was looking on FB as that is the only way I get to see my grandson. My son and his wife split and she refused to let me have anything to do with her son, so FB is the only way I get to see how he is doing. I don't use the site for anything else, been a member for many years, but lost interest when it all kicked off with my sons wife.